Wilf Wilson

I don’t like Granny Smiths.

UPDATE: I remembered a promo code that I had, and so I changed my order slightly. Striked-through items are discarded from my original order.

Last year I got £70 in Waterstones vouchers from school, giving rise to my Large Book Order #1.

This year I won £60, and although I’d prefer money or at least vouchers to a decently priced store (Amazon), I’m not going to complain. I’ve chosen quite a wide selection of 14 16 books, again ones similar to Amazon’s price, and none few that I have read before ((The postman’s going to love me!)):

Penguin Popular Classics

• Moby Dick by Herman Melville
• Aesop’s Fables by Aesop
• Crime and Punishment by Fyodor Dostoyevsky
• The Importance of Being Earnest by Oscar Wilde
• The Adventures of Sherlock Holmes by Arthur Conan Doyle

Penguin Great Ideas ((Although these books are interesting, I thought I’d rather get longer books for my money.))

• Books v. Cigarettes by George Orwell
• On the Shortness of Life by Seneca
• The Future of an Illusion by Sigmund Freud

Sci-Fi

• The Forever War by Joe Haldeman
• The Last Colony & Zoe’s Tale by John Scalzi
  
• The Hitch Hiker’s Guide to the Galaxy: A Trilogy in Four Parts ((I’ll have to buy “Mostly Harmless” separately.)) by Douglas Adams

Various Non-Fiction Books

• Outliers by Malcolm Gladwell
• Flat Earth News by Nick Davies
• Europe on a Shoestring by Lonely Planet
• On the Origin of Species by Charles Darwin
• Physics of the Impossible by Michio Kaku
• Screen Burn & Dawn of the Dumb by Charlie Brooker

Total: £66.61 £70.53

If I had to be a fanboy of just one thing, I would choose Metal Gear Solid.

My reasons may not be entirely logical or particularly easy to explain, but I think Metal Gear Solid is the best game I have ever played ((That’s my worst use of hyperbole… (Jeremy Clarkson voice) in the world.)). There is some worthy competition – I love Half-Life 2, it’s an excellent game with a compelling storyline, engaging gameplay and it’s finished extremely well with great technology; I love Super Mario Brothers – but for me, Metal Gear Solid superior to all other.

If you’ve never played MGS before, I urge you: play the fucking game. Really. When I think of my life, I consider it to be in two parts: the time before I first played Metal Gear Solid, and the time since. Although I am exaggerating, when I first played MGS, I was awed by it and I immediately saw that it was a special game.

MGS has everything that all other good games have: it’s fun, it’s challenging, it’s got good graphics (or at least it did for the time), and it’s got a good storyline. But when I play MGS, I feel as if I am in the game, and that I am learning something. It is so atmospheric and cinematic – the designers and musicians behind the game are brilliant. Can you think of anything spookier than fighting again soldiers in green overalls and gas masks amongst an underground Alaskan warehouse filled with nuclear weapons (with gas flooding the room if you are spotted) whilst creepy music plays? I can’t.

Wikipedia says of MGS:

The series is famous for pioneering the stealth game genre, for its lengthy cinematic cut scenes, intricate storylines and its exploration of the nature of politics, warfare, censorship, genetic engineering, artificial intelligence, loyalty, reality, subjective vs. universal truths and other philosophical themes.

Much like Linkin Park’s lyrics, MGS has a very deep story ((In both senses of the word – there are parts of the game which I either missed or still don’t understand, and every time I replay the game I can appreciate its excellence even more.)). That makes it sound like a very serious game, and it does deal with serious issues, but at the same time it doesn’t take itself too seriously. Have you ever heard the words “Snake? Snake? Snaaaaake!”? You can even pick up cardboard boxes which you can hide in – not that they do any good mind you ((I just read that actually the cardboard boxes do have a use. Nice.)) – and you can escape from a cell with the help of tomato ketchup.

I’m the sort of guy who likes philosophical issues, but I’d much rather consider them by actively doing something than just reading a book. Playing a game gives context to the ideas that you’re trying to think about. Soon into the game, you meet a girl called Meryl, and you quickly learn that she has never killed a man, let alone shot one. You fight a guy called Psycho Mantis who, when you have beaten him, is revealed to be a sad man, his feelings numbed by war and his childhood. And you fight a ninja who was left to die on a battlefield, picking fights and killing people just to feel alive again. In other games, war and death and killing is not questioned, its effects much less examined, but in MGS these issues are explored.

For some reason, I believe the setting of MGS – a world with nuclear weapons and advanced military technology along with an oblivious public – allows the game to deal with philosophical issues in a way that World War 2 games, despite the richness of their setting’s history, can never seem to. The end cut-scene of the game, before the credits, captures the essence of the whole game perfectly. Someone speaks as sad music mourns the loss of hundreds of lives, including the love of Otacon’s life. Although the game deals so much with death, the game is really about life and the choices we make ((For context: the creation of a type of genetically altered solider is part of the story.)):

“Each person is born with their fate written into their own genetic code. It’s unchangeable, immutable. But that’s not all there is to life, I finally realised that.”

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“You mustn’t allow yourself to be chained to fate, to be ruled by your genes. Humans can choose the type of life they want to live. The important thing is that you choose life… and then live!”

UPDATE: In IGN’s Top 100 Games [of all time, compiled based on reader ratings, in] 2008, Metal Gear Solid 3: Snake Eater ranked 5th. Metal Gear Solid came 8th. Metal Gear Solid 4: Guns of the Patriots was 22nd, and Metal Gear Solid 2: Sons of Liberty came 56th. For comparison, Half-Life 2 came 33rd and Call of Duty 4: Modern Warfare came 41st.

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Last week, I bought and played Metal Gear Solid Touch ((I had initially downloaded the demo version when the game cost £4.99. When I looked last week, it was half price. For whatever reason – perhaps I was busy – I didn’t buy the game at that point, but I looked the next day and it was £1.79. Nice.)). It’s not a significant game, merely a retelling of MGS4 (which I have not actually played due to lack of a PS3), but it was well made and made about as much use as it could out of the same screen and limitations of a touch screen.

That also prompted me this afternoon to find my copy of MGS2 and play it, which I did for about an hour. It’s a really good game. Unfortunately my copy of MGS was destroyed by my PS2 recently, which means I can’t play it. I’ll have to buy a copy – and I’ll be happy to.

And a note – I realise that this post will sound pretentious and, to be honest, I’m not happy with the way it sounds, but writing this has taken about 3 hours ((I also realise that when saying MGS sometimes I am referring to Metal Gear Solid (ie MGS1) whilst other times I am referring to all the MGS games. I hope you can work it out.)). Only about 1 hour of that was typing – the rest of the time either I was contemplating the game and war and death, or I was reading up about it on various websites in order to get my facts right and to see what other people think of the game. I recommend writing about something if you want to learn about a topic and to collect your thoughts on it.

IGN gave the game MGS 9.8/10. I give it 10.

Twitter is quite funny tonight ((I think these people are all black themselves, so it’s not racist.)):

@EbbyLaCoyunique #uknowurblackwhen when u make it home exactly at curfew cu u know ya mother gunna whip ya asss

@SoRichYung #uknowurblackwhen u late to a… shit EVERYTHING & #uknowurblackwhen u borrow ur neighbors VCR

@aventuraa #uknowurblackwhen you take offense when a white person asks is your fav fruit watermelon.

@SammieO2 #uknowurblackwhen …chicken, watermelon & grape soda are the top 3 things on ya cook-out list!! hahaha!

@Cavalette23 #uknowurblackwhen Fried chicken, watermelon, pepsi, and sock -it- to- me cake is your favorite meal.

@lndongnyam #uknowurblackwhen u drink everything straight out the carton or bottle & put it back in the fridge. Why buy cups? LOL

@itsillmatic #uknowurblackwhen when you’re name got all types of unnecessary letters in it.

Also, check out @lndongnyam‘s background:

For me, travelling by train is like making chili con carne. When it works, it’s a wonderful treat. Trains are the superior way of travelling, of course – buses are shit, cars are cramped, and the airlines go overboard with security – but all too often the chili sticks to the pan, incinerates my throat, and makes me visit the toilet too soon after eating. Multiple times ((Though the farts always smell good enough to eat.)). I like to see lambs and strange villages out of the window, to sit back in my table seat with a drink and a book ((Or my iPod. They now have power outlets on trains that you can plug your laptop or iPod into, and Wi-Fi for interneting. Handy.)), and to walk the length of the train whilst the carriages glide along. Unfortunately, not every train journey lives up to that fantasy.

I take quite a few train journeys each year, and a handful of them are long distance one which I go on with my younger brother ((It’s a strange feeling, with so many years of him being my little brother, but he’s taller than me now. Only a little bit though, maybe an inch, maximum, if that. He’ll tell you it’s more though, but he’ll be wrong.)). I remember most of my long journeys, some more fondly than others, but a few months ago I had one of the most horrible of my short train-journeying life.

The day started out well: a nice early start for an 8-9 hour journey from the depths of England to the central belt of Scotland, involving 4 different trains, a 40 minute walk to the first station and a 20 minute walk between two later on, and a lift from the final station. Not to boast, but I tend to look forward to such a challenge, and if the weather’s decent even the walks can be quite enjoyable.

The first of our four trains was quite pleasant actually – it was a shame we were only on it for 5 minutes. At the next station, we found a bench on which we could wait the 30 minutes for our connection, and as I sat I felt my phone vibrate in my pocket. I had been invited to a party; a friend was turning 18 the next week. I let him know that I’d be able to make it ((It turned out to be a very good party, best one of the year probably. So far.)), and I also mentioned the epic journey which I was undertaking. He replied, expressing pleasure at not being party to such a journey, and he wished me a happy birthday. I always suspected wishes didn’t come true.

The next train is where the fun began. The train was typically well loaded, but my brother and I were quick enough to jump on, dump our luggage and claim a table for ourselves. I’m a bit torn when it comes to the number of fellow passengers on a train. Part of the magic of train journeys has always been finding a quiet carriage and having it all to myself and a few friends, with plenty of room to stretch out and read a book in peace whilst the scenery slowly changes. On the other hand, I know that healthy passenger levels are exactly what the railways need if they are to survive and continue providing their service. I’ll settle for a Wilf carriage on all trains, just for me, if that’s alright.

A few minutes before we were due to leave the train, I thought it would be a good idea to go to the toilet whilst I still had the chance. We all know the story about train toilets – they’re smelly, they’re dirty, they’re out of soap ((Often, there’s no soap, which is annoying but not horrible. What’s worse is when there’s soap but no water, and all you can do is try fruitlessly to wipe off the lather with a paper towel. I always check the water before applying soap, now. You should do the same.)), and – let’s be honest – there’s no way they can realistically expect a man’s aim to remain true whilst the train shakes around like a fairground ride. This time, however, my downfall was none of these things. In the end, it was the bin that got me. After executing a flawless urination followed by a swift and effective hand washing and drying, I then had to dispose of the paper towels I had used. I searched for a bin and found it below the sink, which looked like a cat flap with the words “Litter” written across it. We all know how these cat flap type bins work, right? You push them with your hand, they open, you deposit your litter, and then you remove your hand, right? Wrong. Apparently, the rules have changed. You push the flap with our hand, it opens a little bit, so you push harder and harder again until a crack big enough to slip the paper towel down appears, and you release your litter into it. Then you innocently stop pushing on the flap with the intention of withdrawing your fingers when… THUMP! The lid slams shuts with the force of a catapult. When this happened, I think I let out a little yelp – the mechanism must have been designed for an oil tanker judging by the damage it did to my battle-weary right index finger ((You’ll hear more about the wounds sustained by this finger in the near future.)). When I managed to free my finger, I could see that it was bleeding, and more importantly, it fucking hurt. I placed it quickly under the tap to try and clean it, hoping that I hadn’t caught HIV ((Really, who knows what kind of germs could have been lurking on the lid of a bin in the train’s toilet?)), but I couldn’t stay long, because I was soon to get off. I wrapped my finger in clean tissues and returned to my seat to collect up my luggage.

The walk to the next station through the centre of a town was largely uneventful, except for a consequence of something that I did part-way through. My brother and I visited Morrisons ((The one pictured here, OMG! Can you tell where it is?)). We were peckish, so I bought a few things: crisps, cookies, some Dr. Pepper and what I remember as a spicy beef and potato wrap. It looked tasty, very tasty, and I hadn’t had anything even remotely spicy in a long while, so I bought it and eagerly awaited its taste.

When we arrived at our next station, we had another half hour to wait until our second-to-last train arrived. I delved into my food, having a cookie or two and then I had half of my wrap. The food didn’t quite live up to my expectations, it was quite dry and wasn’t even that tasty. Even so, it was sustenance, so I finished the other half of the wrap and put the wrap and my disappointment out of my mind. That is where the wrap stayed – although only for the next 6 hours. On returning home, my disappointment grew hugely when I experienced what I shall call a ‘chili episode’ ((At least I was able to use my nice clean facilities at home. It was a very small consolation though – I didn’t even feel like eating any of my birthday cake afterwards. Devastating.)). Now, I’m no meatist – I’ve got some good friends who are cows – but I’m never eating beef again ((That’s a complete lie.)).

Our train arrived and we promptly boarded, content to be well-fed (I was completely unaware of the evil being perpetrated by my beef wrap at this point) but shocked at the number of people already seated. If pushed to quantify it, I would probably describe the level of patronage of the train as ‘fucking packed’ – and the next train promised to be even worse. We would stay on this train for nearly 2 hours, and the next (and final) for another 4.

At least we had seats reserved, and on our final train, we found ourselves at a table facing an Australian couple. For my brother, this was an annoyance (he just wanted peace and quiet), but for me it was probably the highlight of the journey. They came from Perth in Western Australia, and were heading up to Edinburgh. I always find it interesting to learn about different people, especially foreigners, and watching this couple’s excitement as they see the Northumbrian coast for the first time was a treat. Still, for the several hours that we were on the train together, we only talked occasionally, and swapped the occasional sweet (they were very impressed by Maoams), leaving me plenty of time to play on my iPod.

All the time that this was going on however, there were other people in the carriage, people far far less amiable. The main culprits were an Asian family sat at the table on the other side of the aisle from us. Ever since we joined the train they had been a source of annoyance, forever running around and falling over, and making a lot of noise. As much as I don’t want to turn into a grumpy old man, this is not something that you want on a relaxing train journey. It quickly got worse, though, and any fears of overreaction on my part were quickly quashed.

The baby started crying. This wasn’t your typical variety of crying, however. This baby shrieked when it cried, as if it was being dangled in the jaws of a crocodile – except that it was sitting in a very comfortable seat on an air conditioned (and otherwise quiet) train. Brat. I tried to drown out the crying with my iPod – yes, bad for my ears, I know, but necessary. Yet my headphones, which can handle normally handle the sound heavy traffic and even the sound of roadworks, could not cope with the relentless noise of this kid. I just had to look out of the window and let my mind distract me… until my nose wouldn’t let me continue.

The smell started off very subtly to begin with. Yes, I know that smell, I thought to myself when I was finally starting to realise that this was not a good smell to be smelling, particularly in the enclosed space of a railway carriage. As it turns out, I knew the smell very well, as does everyone, but it still took me a while before I had to turn my head and look at the source of the smell – the Asian family across the aisle. Across the whole of the table, a couple of seats and a large patch of the floor was a generous spread of… Vomit. Sick. Spew. Honestly, I was a little bit amazed that such a small kid could keep that amount of vomit in its belly, but I was mainly disgusted and trying not to be sick myself. Even worse, the parents had given up on cleaning the sick after what must have been 5 seconds. They had clearly tried to clean it, but their efforts had only served to spread it around slightly on the table, as if by a wet mop, increasing its surface area considerably. The carriage fucking stank, but there was nothing I or anyone else could do. The were no staff around who could assist, and as the train was full, we couldn’t move to a different carriage. We would have to suffer as the smell slowly diffused throughout the train. Thank you National Express.

Do you want to know what was the most galling thing about the whole affair was? Five or ten minutes later, as we pulled into Newcastle, the Asian family simply stood up, took their bags and left the train ((I felt really sorry for the people who had reserved the seats from Newcastle northwards.)). What a great day to turn 18 ((My first official day as an adult, though I don’t know how long it will be before I feel like one. Not that the train companies care, they’ve been charging me an adult fare since I was 16. Bastards.)), I thought to myself.

But you know what? Despite the spewing kid and the bad food and the bleeding finger… all of our 4 trains arrived exactly on schedule ((Unlike a journey about a month ago for which I am investigating compensation.)). Now that was the real surprise.